I know your there. Waiting in the darkness.
Cowering until I’m relaxed and unaware.
My back turned unassuming and not expecting
You creep into view like a cat about to pounce
Slowly turning the air cold with your grissly stare and dark eyes
I feel you under my skin. Like poison in my vains
My heart in a wooden box, locked down and broken
Slowly it comes. The past coming into view
Wooden boxes and heavy red curtains, the final message
Still and no life you are carried in..
I stand and stare while my heart shatters
In the stillness of the service I finally let go
So. Here I am once again.. I feel you near but this time it’s ok
I’ve made friends with you and your most welcome
It will pass
You cant hurt me
I turn and face you and only see light
No longer waiting I am free….